Schizo-mania

I think i have seriously forgotten how to draw, and i blame college completely. Before i went to that shithole, i was relatively happy. I knew i wasn't the best artist in the world, but i enjoyed what i did and did it purely for fun. Since going there, i have lost ALL my confidence in drawing. On my first assessment my tutor told me my style is 'bland and lifeless', and she thinks i need to 'broaden my artistic horizons'. Umm... I kind of am o.O  I've been making things out of glass, metal, ceramics, bits of wire and chunks of rock, how much broader does she want me to be? D: She has zapped my confidence in my own ability to zero, and as a

Yuuuuur. I'm bored in college, as the title says lols. Make something exciting happen pl0x. I have access to the newest versions of photoshop and illustrator, and im not doing anything useful with them. Genius. This is spam really. I love lamp. I think i have swine flu *coughs* :noes: Have a lovely day.

Yus. I died for a while. In other words, i had a million and one things to do and DA kind of drifted into the background like a short drifting thing :noes: But this morning i came on here and i was looking through all my old art and i was like 'wtf, half of this is crap and the other half is a year old or older!!!' so i had a bit of a mega espasmo and deleted or scrapped a lot of stuff... And i make it my mission over the next couple of weeks to do some NEW art and submit it, because i haven't been drawing enough recently and it's depressing :noes: Hrrrrm... Did i have anything else useful to say?? Oh yeah, lost my job at Makro which was a